The more that I come into my own the more I am self reflecting on what I want in life, and what is more important. I started this journey looking for others like myself. To help me in anyway possible to help me understand what was going on with me. Clearly it didn't help, because the more I looked for the answers within myself and through other avenues, the more I started to have faith in what I was getting and my confidence began to rose.
I don't do facebook groups that much anymore due to the lack of support and I am just different. I find that more want to talk about light and love, and not realistic stand points which I live every single day. That people who you would think would be there to help, would just turn on you in a heart beat, and not give a crap what they said to you just so that they can make themselves feel better. I am over it.
This is happening all over. People trying to up one another, and for me this just isn't for me.
I can only be who I am. And if that isn't okay with you, then your free the leave or not even speak to me, which most don't anyway.
You see when you have a reached a certain awareness about things, the things that may seem so important just aren't. I'm not looking to ascend like what many here are so focused on to do in this life time, because they are so tired of reincarnating. Hate to burst your bubble but I would bet that even if you do, more than likely you will want to live again.
You see I live in a world far beyond anything that I thought that I would live in. I don't see this world as bad, as others do, which yes, it seems bad and I pick up a lot of the darkness, but this world has a magic about it that many don't see. Am I going to tell you? No, because you need to open your eyes and see it for yourselves. Look beyond the bad and see what it could turn into if you just have a little faith in the impossible.
The world right now for me is something I have now coming to respect even more. The more I realize about the world, the more I discover about myself. I feel like in my own skin one who is judged because I am different. I sense darkness unlike most, only because I was created that way. I can sense the light to, which makes it an even balance in life. But most importantly I have learned that even though my voice isn't loud like Oprah Whinfrey's or Doreen Virtues, that I do have a voice, and who ever wants to hear it can, but I refuse to live in a bubble where only light and love lives with most people.
You see people don't like talking about the dark because they can't face their own darkness. It is like being afraid to admit there own selves, because they want to put out this persona that I want people to see me this way and only this way, which people like me can sense the lie, which deep inside hurts us more. We just want people to learn to accept there dark and light. And again so many are so afraid to because if they do, it would make them look bad. I am here to tell you that you being your true self is the best thing you could give to your soul. It is an acceptance. If you don't like parts of yourself then fix it. No one is saying live like this for the rest of your life. All what you need to do is realize, then start the process of change. That is if you want to do so.
Life is never ending. It doesn't change, but I refuse to sit back and allow things in this world just continuously take over. We all get what we get with our gifts, and yes each and every single one of you has a divine gift that God gave you to use to help this world out.
Whether it is mowing yards, being good with numbers, or just putting a smile on someone's face, that is your purpose. That is what you are meant to do, and no one can take that away from you. Don't let other's define who you are. You define who you are, and if they don't understand you, then that is okay, because they aren't meant to.
Life is too short for this going back and forth on who is right and wrong in this world. I see it all over and in all communities. I am right, no I am right. It is like we are back in high school yet, and those who should be adults act like children. It is crazy. What is going on people? It upsets me to the point because I care too much to see people bullying others. I can't stand it. People please realize that with this grand universe anything is possible.
We need to start treating people with more respect then putting them down at every turn. That all of the answers aren't written down or spoken about. That the impossible can be the impossible. We all need to grow and learn, and that is the whole purpose of being reborn. Not to get rich or famous, or see how many people can I be friends with on social media, or how many selfies I can post in a day. If that what we have to come to as a society then God help us, because the brainwashing just continues, and we aren't paying enough attention to ourselves, but only to the near fact that everyone wants attention in there own way.
I will write more about this stuff later on. I feel my own thoughts getting carried away, which at times they do, but I do hope that you see the big picture. Go and do what it is you do and don't worry about others opinions of you. You can do this.
Have a blessed day.
