We are set to believe that our spiritual awakenings, happen when something drastic changes in our lives, which opens us up to see truth, but I am here to tell you that isn't the case. The awakening begins way before the traumatic experience happens. It happens when you make a self conscious decision, which alters your path. It is like getting back on the road, because you took a detour for a while, and some within you decided to start making a life change.
I was shown with mine, the first change happened when I decided to move out of my parents house at the age of eighteen. I didn't like the energy that was in the house. It felt hostile, and I always felt like I was walking on egg shells with certain people.
Have you every walked into a room where the energy felt wrong, and all you wanted to do was run out the door? That was where I lived at. I didn't like it, and I though everyone could sense the change in dynamic, but I was wrong.
Yes, when your eighteen and you want to do things on your own you make crazy decisions. All I wanted was change of some sort so I, in truth, seeked change from meeting people online. Back in the early 2000's this was what some people did, but many looked upon you as crazy and that you seriously needed mental help. Needless to say I didn't see it that way, because I was so tired of the people in my hometown, that I just wanted to meet knew people.
Because of this it lead to friction in my household at the time, which in return I took it upon myself to move out and live with my grandma. I don't regret my decision, but this was the change that was needed. Something in other words had to give, and this was it.
My next life change happened just a year and a half later, when in January of 2003 I had a vision of myself marrying a guy who I spoke to occasionally online with. He was in the military stationed at a military base in North Carolina, and because I followed the vision, no matter how crazy it was at the time. I believed in it because inside of my new the truth. The only thing I had to do was follow it.
Because I followed the vision, we met, dated for a little while, then six after we met we married. Now we have been married for twelve years. He has been my husband, soul partner for all of these years.
More experiences followed after these two.
What I am trying to teach here is that where as you've probably have heard that your journey started when you seek truth of what this world is, the fact is, that you start sooner than this. The question is can you recall back far enough, when you made a drastic decision that left you at peace reguardless of what anyone thought or said? Did you know deep down that this was your path or had a feeling it was the right decision for you? The journey can start out of pain or change.
But know this the first change begins when you have decided to enter a world where you want to experience life to its fullest. When you decided to accept your journey, and to take a physical form. That is where it all begins.
So take the time to reanyalize the changes, and next we will talk about listening. I will speak of what I was taught to do, and how you too can achieve to silence the mind, through meditation so that you can start to either hear or feel the guidance that is needed for you to on your own path.
I was shown with mine, the first change happened when I decided to move out of my parents house at the age of eighteen. I didn't like the energy that was in the house. It felt hostile, and I always felt like I was walking on egg shells with certain people.
Have you every walked into a room where the energy felt wrong, and all you wanted to do was run out the door? That was where I lived at. I didn't like it, and I though everyone could sense the change in dynamic, but I was wrong.
Yes, when your eighteen and you want to do things on your own you make crazy decisions. All I wanted was change of some sort so I, in truth, seeked change from meeting people online. Back in the early 2000's this was what some people did, but many looked upon you as crazy and that you seriously needed mental help. Needless to say I didn't see it that way, because I was so tired of the people in my hometown, that I just wanted to meet knew people.
Because of this it lead to friction in my household at the time, which in return I took it upon myself to move out and live with my grandma. I don't regret my decision, but this was the change that was needed. Something in other words had to give, and this was it.
My next life change happened just a year and a half later, when in January of 2003 I had a vision of myself marrying a guy who I spoke to occasionally online with. He was in the military stationed at a military base in North Carolina, and because I followed the vision, no matter how crazy it was at the time. I believed in it because inside of my new the truth. The only thing I had to do was follow it.
Because I followed the vision, we met, dated for a little while, then six after we met we married. Now we have been married for twelve years. He has been my husband, soul partner for all of these years.
More experiences followed after these two.
What I am trying to teach here is that where as you've probably have heard that your journey started when you seek truth of what this world is, the fact is, that you start sooner than this. The question is can you recall back far enough, when you made a drastic decision that left you at peace reguardless of what anyone thought or said? Did you know deep down that this was your path or had a feeling it was the right decision for you? The journey can start out of pain or change.
But know this the first change begins when you have decided to enter a world where you want to experience life to its fullest. When you decided to accept your journey, and to take a physical form. That is where it all begins.
So take the time to reanyalize the changes, and next we will talk about listening. I will speak of what I was taught to do, and how you too can achieve to silence the mind, through meditation so that you can start to either hear or feel the guidance that is needed for you to on your own path.
